To Ramona.

On Saturday I learnt a new word. The word is meff and you describe something or an action as meffy. But if you're talking about someone, they're being a meff. When we walked home we took our shoes off and we walked across the feild. It was dark and it was wet and it was a bit muddy. We started to laugh. I skipped and you jumped. We got to home and we hugged goodbye. You gave me a kiss on the cheek. I went into my bedroom and my feet were covered in mud. I didn't clean them before I got into bed. That was quite a meffy thing to do.

I have decided that I am going to be healthier. I have been on self-destruct for too long. I don't think I want to be on it anymore. So I am going to be healthier. I am going to eat lettuce and vegetables and drink water. I might start running. But I don't like running. It makes my knee ache. I messed it up two years nine months and eighteen days ago. I think I am getting ill. My throat hurts. And my head is a little fuzzy. Sometimes I feel sick and sometimes I don't. Maybe that's because I don't sleep enough. Or drink enough. Or eat properly. I'm not sure. I feel lethargic. I don't really feel it though. I just like the word lethargic.