Sold Out Sign.

Somethings it feels like him looking through a window at everything. People sometimes open the window and talk. And sometimes when they have parties they'll open the window and I can get involed. And sometimes when there's nothing else to do they'll open the window. But a lot of the time they don't. And I've only just realised it. I can see through the window though, but most of the time they can't hear what I'm saying. Sometimes if I shout loud enough I get heard. But that doesn't happen a lot. I probably should have realised before now. Maybe. Possibly. Perhaps. Probably. Adverb. Adverb. Adverb.

I have started to make a to-do list. But it is not really a to-do list. It is just things I should remember. Some of them are things I have to do. And some of them are things I just have to think. I write things on post-it notes and stick them on my door. That way I have to remember right?

Wednesday - 3.30.
Thursday - 12.20 Room 2.01.
Thursday - 7.30.
Keep Room Tidy.
Hate ___ Still.
Train Tickets.
CD's.
Drivers.
Avoid.
Report.
Notes.
Read.
Baking Tray.
Don't Make Contact First.

I watched two films last night. They were both films that left you feeling both happy but as though there is something missing. I now want to work in a record store. And dress in 90's clothes. And go through drama that you know will turn out okay. And end up with the right person. And do something crazy that turns out to be good. Maybe I'll try it tomorrow. You can try it to.